chapter 6
GEEK is lonely.
a title that anyone would wrote when there really lonely...
GEEK want to share a story of a lonely boy
who got rejected by every girl that he purposed.
GEEK actually don't wanna be lonely but it his attitude that made him like this.
GEEK tries to make himself more socialize
but it didn't work...
so GEEK try to socialize with some friends
but they keep on avoiding him for no reason.
from that moment,
GEEK been lonely for the rest of his week...
end...
p.s.: aku tengah merepek cuz i got no idea what to post...
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Friday, September 4, 2009
GEEKY ME!!!
chapter 5
GEEK is a toy to 'them'
why?
a question that you'll should ask yourself
how can the GEEK understand between a
dreadful life and cruel life?
let just say that GEEK is just like a toy
among humans...
a toy that anybody would not understand
how it work?
how to play with it?
where to trow it?
how to destroy it?
how to sell it?
these are the question that will come if u face with a toy that called GEEK.
The toy fall in love with a human girl who adores him.
but as he got closer to her,
she to trow 'it' away...
that was the first love of his sight...
that feeling for her never fades
even he face an old human girl who played with him
since she was 8...
GEEK tried to make her his gardient so he won't be apart again
But the trow him away just like trowing an unwanted toy that had
broken...
GEEK ask
what if you were that toy,
how would u feel?
GEEK is a toy to 'them'
why?
a question that you'll should ask yourself
how can the GEEK understand between a
dreadful life and cruel life?
let just say that GEEK is just like a toy
among humans...
a toy that anybody would not understand
how it work?
how to play with it?
where to trow it?
how to destroy it?
how to sell it?
these are the question that will come if u face with a toy that called GEEK.
The toy fall in love with a human girl who adores him.
but as he got closer to her,
she to trow 'it' away...
that was the first love of his sight...
that feeling for her never fades
even he face an old human girl who played with him
since she was 8...
GEEK tried to make her his gardient so he won't be apart again
But the trow him away just like trowing an unwanted toy that had
broken...
GEEK ask
what if you were that toy,
how would u feel?
GEEKY ME!!!
chapter 4
pathetic GEEK...
GEEK is having a bad day of his life today...
waking up on the 14th day of Ramadhan...
GEEK had a feeling that he is going to be sick.
and he was thinking of not going to school..
but he was going after all...
bathing like a cat in basin..
he thought of meeting a girl in school after class..
but his body was aching and feeling so tired
cuz of that dumb research about creating a full suit body protector.
and a cold started to attack for about half an hour.
after his prayer...
he called the duck and they off to school by neighbor's car...
on that time GEEK felt freaking cold for no reason...
in his new sweater...
and from that moment,
GEEK felt really strange about someone in school is going to stun him trough his heart...
the feeling strike back after each class he was in....
GEEK was feeling not himself until he finishes his final class of the day....
at that moment his was searching for a sign for him to get in track..
but the stun feeling just coming
and coming
and coming...
until he went for Friday prayer ...
while the messenger representative giving the message,
GEEK fall asleep and dreamed a sign that told him the stun is near...
he was shock and waken up from the bad dream
that already came true
with a malfunction body really felt of the stun is really near.
so he fight back by searching for a an answer that he'll be ok.
BUT the stun strike at last...
it came out from the girl her self
suddenly, GEEK felt curious and try fight back until
he let it go and walk home...
with a crushed heart ...
hurting him self by punching walls...
just like he said on chapter 1
true love can't be found..
all girls are playing trick on the heart of
an old person-a lone solder...
while typing this blog....
GEEK still hoping for a true love...
and want and old friend to think...
what if freshmen do this to you??
what would feel...
...???
[@_@]
FYI: true love can't be found, it must be earn..
pathetic GEEK...
GEEK is having a bad day of his life today...
waking up on the 14th day of Ramadhan...
GEEK had a feeling that he is going to be sick.
and he was thinking of not going to school..
but he was going after all...
bathing like a cat in basin..
he thought of meeting a girl in school after class..
but his body was aching and feeling so tired
cuz of that dumb research about creating a full suit body protector.
and a cold started to attack for about half an hour.
after his prayer...
he called the duck and they off to school by neighbor's car...
on that time GEEK felt freaking cold for no reason...
in his new sweater...
and from that moment,
GEEK felt really strange about someone in school is going to stun him trough his heart...
the feeling strike back after each class he was in....
GEEK was feeling not himself until he finishes his final class of the day....
at that moment his was searching for a sign for him to get in track..
but the stun feeling just coming
and coming
and coming...
until he went for Friday prayer ...
while the messenger representative giving the message,
GEEK fall asleep and dreamed a sign that told him the stun is near...
he was shock and waken up from the bad dream
that already came true
with a malfunction body really felt of the stun is really near.
so he fight back by searching for a an answer that he'll be ok.
BUT the stun strike at last...
it came out from the girl her self
suddenly, GEEK felt curious and try fight back until
he let it go and walk home...
with a crushed heart ...
hurting him self by punching walls...
just like he said on chapter 1
true love can't be found..
all girls are playing trick on the heart of
an old person-a lone solder...
while typing this blog....
GEEK still hoping for a true love...
and want and old friend to think...
what if freshmen do this to you??
what would feel...
...???
[@_@]
FYI: true love can't be found, it must be earn..
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
RC
a..
what a day....
at first i thought that i won't be making what i wanted...
but at last it came true....
the only thing i have to do now is to find the material and the technology
on making that full safety suit i had in mind....
it maybe hard but it will be easy when we find the ingredient to start the mock-up...
that is all...
what a day....
at first i thought that i won't be making what i wanted...
but at last it came true....
the only thing i have to do now is to find the material and the technology
on making that full safety suit i had in mind....
it maybe hard but it will be easy when we find the ingredient to start the mock-up...
that is all...
Friday, August 28, 2009
Phone
what is phone???
phone is an equipment that human uses in everyday life.
there a lot category,
there's cell phone,
cordless phone,
wireless phone,
wired phone,
and also smart phone.
but there are something that would go wrong
if we thought it would be right.
like misplacing it,
borrowed it to somebody,
or even lost it and had been stole by thief.
that is all...
phone is an equipment that human uses in everyday life.
there a lot category,
there's cell phone,
cordless phone,
wireless phone,
wired phone,
and also smart phone.
but there are something that would go wrong
if we thought it would be right.
like misplacing it,
borrowed it to somebody,
or even lost it and had been stole by thief.
that is all...
GEEKY ME!!!
chapter 3
GEEK is having no fun at all in his teenage life
cuz he doesn't know how to have fun with
others.
The only fun that he only has is sketching and anything
that will makes him happy.
GEEK enjoy every single thing that he sketches...
sometimes he draw some cute characters to represents
people who he recognize.
Sometimes, GEEK play paintball when he got time
cuz he has to focus on hi exam, assignment and so on...
it's really hard tough for him to have any extreme fun..
GEEK also love action figure, hehe...
it makes him think of a war strategy by posing the figures into
a fight position and so on....
In his free time, GEEK love to dress up like any characters he creates...
But for once in his in his time he always want a special friend for him to
express his feeling,
bu it won't happen.
FIn
GEEK is having no fun at all in his teenage life
cuz he doesn't know how to have fun with
others.
The only fun that he only has is sketching and anything
that will makes him happy.
GEEK enjoy every single thing that he sketches...
sometimes he draw some cute characters to represents
people who he recognize.
Sometimes, GEEK play paintball when he got time
cuz he has to focus on hi exam, assignment and so on...
it's really hard tough for him to have any extreme fun..
GEEK also love action figure, hehe...
it makes him think of a war strategy by posing the figures into
a fight position and so on....
In his free time, GEEK love to dress up like any characters he creates...
But for once in his in his time he always want a special friend for him to
express his feeling,
bu it won't happen.
FIn
Thursday, August 27, 2009
GEEKY ME!!!
chapter 2
GEEK just had a dream about the girl who rejected his
proposal for her to be his love of his life.
the scene of the dream first occurred at the playground.
GEEK was sitting alone on a bench 2 feet from the swing.
Then suddenly he saw the girl, also sitting alone while reading
Twilight, about 10 feet from which GEEK was sitting.
So GEEK took an advantage to introduce himself to her...
Then that they started talk about each other.
After a long conversation, they went to a restaurant to recharge
their energy...the restaurant called THE DINER, near Pavilion Mall.
The dishes is kinda expensive though but he did pay for all the dishes you know.
Soon after lunch, GEEK brought her to a place called TEEN FIELD,
place teenagers have fun, shopping, gaming, onlining, eat, creating idea and more.
GEEK have no money problem because he is a billionaire( in this dream), so
she shopped a lot though...GEEK also gave a check of USD100000 bill for her
to use certain years.
Then GEEK took her home and tell her good night.
scene 2(still dreaming)
At his single story mansion, GEEK was working on a project for his assignment.
he got tired after that finishing it. So GEEK when to the kitchen to have a nice chill milk,
went brushing his teeth and went to bed.
While GEEK was dreaming in his dream, suddenly he felt like there were someone
was moving beside him. So he slowly opened his eyes and saw the girl was beside him.
WOUW!!!...
GEEK was surprised at that time but GEEK was not evil enough to have sex with her on
his bed. So, he tugged her nicely and went to sleep.
(still dreaming)
the following day, GEEK woke her up and gave breakfast in bed.
Then GEEK ask her why is she in his bed?, she answered that she wanted to commit suicide.
because of her cruel life, but she didn't have the guts to do it, so she ran away and intruded GEEK's mansion and sleeps without noticing that GEEK was beside her.
So GEEK motivate her and tell her that in all causes, we have to face the cruel world.
FIN...
GEEK just had a dream about the girl who rejected his
proposal for her to be his love of his life.
the scene of the dream first occurred at the playground.
GEEK was sitting alone on a bench 2 feet from the swing.
Then suddenly he saw the girl, also sitting alone while reading
Twilight, about 10 feet from which GEEK was sitting.
So GEEK took an advantage to introduce himself to her...
Then that they started talk about each other.
After a long conversation, they went to a restaurant to recharge
their energy...the restaurant called THE DINER, near Pavilion Mall.
The dishes is kinda expensive though but he did pay for all the dishes you know.
Soon after lunch, GEEK brought her to a place called TEEN FIELD,
place teenagers have fun, shopping, gaming, onlining, eat, creating idea and more.
GEEK have no money problem because he is a billionaire( in this dream), so
she shopped a lot though...GEEK also gave a check of USD100000 bill for her
to use certain years.
Then GEEK took her home and tell her good night.
scene 2(still dreaming)
At his single story mansion, GEEK was working on a project for his assignment.
he got tired after that finishing it. So GEEK when to the kitchen to have a nice chill milk,
went brushing his teeth and went to bed.
While GEEK was dreaming in his dream, suddenly he felt like there were someone
was moving beside him. So he slowly opened his eyes and saw the girl was beside him.
WOUW!!!...
GEEK was surprised at that time but GEEK was not evil enough to have sex with her on
his bed. So, he tugged her nicely and went to sleep.
(still dreaming)
the following day, GEEK woke her up and gave breakfast in bed.
Then GEEK ask her why is she in his bed?, she answered that she wanted to commit suicide.
because of her cruel life, but she didn't have the guts to do it, so she ran away and intruded GEEK's mansion and sleeps without noticing that GEEK was beside her.
So GEEK motivate her and tell her that in all causes, we have to face the cruel world.
FIN...
GEEKY ME!!!
introduction
This is a story of a GEEK.
Who is that GEEK?
The author decided to represent himself
with that name,
GEEK;
GEEK means a lot;
it can be a toy geek
drawing geek,
eating geek,
cooking geek,
comic geek,
collective geek,
sword geek,
"annoying geek",
and more...
GEEK is a character that takes place in every scene in the authors life.
This blog is just the status like every blog in blogspot.com;
back to the story, the GEEK character started in the year 2009.
chapter 1
In every inch of his life, there's a part of him that are not complete.
GEEK just can't have a love of his life. His love right now is just a fake love
that girl keep on toying with.
GEEK also makes mistake by forcing some one to love him just like Eric in
'The Phantom of the Opera'.
Life is a waste of IQ to him, and all his life is just wasting his time thinking of new ideas
and making new sketches and sometimes day dreaming with his collectible item
and didn't care about anything rather than his kid-like mind.
Every love from some girls are fake to him. Now he realize that love
wouldn't last forever.
It's just fairy tales.
If it true love would last forever, maybe he would met her in the next millennium.
A lot of effort he had waste to find true love.
In the life of a 16th year old teenage, GEEK have to a powerphobea lady who thinks she is the CEO. Darn it! GEEK hope he could control the product department without her as the interruption of the company. To her, she just want to make the company to follow only her opinion. She just do thinks base on the situation happening around us, we(the company members) can't do this, can't do that and neither we almost do anything nor making any decision. No wonder our profits are standardize by her. GEEK hope this nightmare will end after
Syawal.
GEEK got no style at all. He only follow what ever people wear...
And criticism flue around him. He just want to look like a bit 'indie'
but still people criticize him.
This is a story of a GEEK.
Who is that GEEK?
The author decided to represent himself
with that name,
GEEK;
GEEK means a lot;
it can be a toy geek
drawing geek,
eating geek,
cooking geek,
comic geek,
collective geek,
sword geek,
"annoying geek",
and more...
GEEK is a character that takes place in every scene in the authors life.
This blog is just the status like every blog in blogspot.com;
back to the story, the GEEK character started in the year 2009.
chapter 1
In every inch of his life, there's a part of him that are not complete.
GEEK just can't have a love of his life. His love right now is just a fake love
that girl keep on toying with.
GEEK also makes mistake by forcing some one to love him just like Eric in
'The Phantom of the Opera'.
Life is a waste of IQ to him, and all his life is just wasting his time thinking of new ideas
and making new sketches and sometimes day dreaming with his collectible item
and didn't care about anything rather than his kid-like mind.
Every love from some girls are fake to him. Now he realize that love
wouldn't last forever.
It's just fairy tales.
If it true love would last forever, maybe he would met her in the next millennium.
A lot of effort he had waste to find true love.
In the life of a 16th year old teenage, GEEK have to a powerphobea lady who thinks she is the CEO. Darn it! GEEK hope he could control the product department without her as the interruption of the company. To her, she just want to make the company to follow only her opinion. She just do thinks base on the situation happening around us, we(the company members) can't do this, can't do that and neither we almost do anything nor making any decision. No wonder our profits are standardize by her. GEEK hope this nightmare will end after
Syawal.
GEEK got no style at all. He only follow what ever people wear...
And criticism flue around him. He just want to look like a bit 'indie'
but still people criticize him.
Friday, August 21, 2009
"Kantoi" remake
semalam i call u
u tak answer
u kata u stady cuz it's trail
u kat u stady dengan kawan u
but when i ask N-ny said it wasn't true
so i ride my pergi ke BBS
N-ny kata maybe u dekat Suria
tapi bila i sampai
u tak ada
lagi la i jadi gila
so i call and call sampai u answer
u kata sorry baby tadi tak dengar
my phone was out of battery
i'm at S.A.P
tapi latar belakang suara laki lain
sudahlah baby i don't believe u
for the sack that u'r words will never true
why am i still want u
i pun tak tahu
no wonder la some friends pun tak suka u
so i guess that's the end off our story
akhir kat he accept her appology
tapi last-last kita dapat tahu he was cheatting too
with his ex-girlfriend, best friend;
N-ny.........
kantoi...
u tak answer
u kata u stady cuz it's trail
u kat u stady dengan kawan u
but when i ask N-ny said it wasn't true
so i ride my pergi ke BBS
N-ny kata maybe u dekat Suria
tapi bila i sampai
u tak ada
lagi la i jadi gila
so i call and call sampai u answer
u kata sorry baby tadi tak dengar
my phone was out of battery
i'm at S.A.P
tapi latar belakang suara laki lain
sudahlah baby i don't believe u
for the sack that u'r words will never true
why am i still want u
i pun tak tahu
no wonder la some friends pun tak suka u
so i guess that's the end off our story
akhir kat he accept her appology
tapi last-last kita dapat tahu he was cheatting too
with his ex-girlfriend, best friend;
N-ny.........
kantoi...
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
1.2.3.4.-remake
'1.2. 1.2.3.4.
give me more love that i ever had
make it all better when i feeling sad
say that I'm special even though i know
I'm not.
make me feel good if it hurt so bad
best i never met
I'm so glad i found u
i hope you'll be around me
chorus
you make it easy...
it easy like 1,2.
1.2.3.4.
1 thing
2 do
3 words
4 you....
i love you.
there's only
1 way
2 say
those 3 word
that's what i'll do......
i love you.....
give me more love from the very start
put me back together when i fall apart
say that you love even though i know
you're not
make me feel great when i'm feeling bad
best i ever had i'm so glad i met you
i hope i'll be together with you...
chorus
you make it easy...
it easy like 1,2.
1.2.3.4.
1 thing
2 do
3 words
4 you....
i love you.there's only
1 way
2 say
those 3 wordthat's what i'll do......
i love you.....
i...love you.....
i... love you.....
end...
B)
give me more love that i ever had
make it all better when i feeling sad
say that I'm special even though i know
I'm not.
make me feel good if it hurt so bad
best i never met
I'm so glad i found u
i hope you'll be around me
chorus
you make it easy...
it easy like 1,2.
1.2.3.4.
1 thing
2 do
3 words
4 you....
i love you.
there's only
1 way
2 say
those 3 word
that's what i'll do......
i love you.....
give me more love from the very start
put me back together when i fall apart
say that you love even though i know
you're not
make me feel great when i'm feeling bad
best i ever had i'm so glad i met you
i hope i'll be together with you...
chorus
you make it easy...
it easy like 1,2.
1.2.3.4.
1 thing
2 do
3 words
4 you....
i love you.there's only
1 way
2 say
those 3 wordthat's what i'll do......
i love you.....
i...love you.....
i... love you.....
end...
B)
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Birthday, huraaay!!!!!
this week is my birthday week!!!
how exciting....
yeah right....
=(
naaah...
i just hope this year's birthday will be a perfect
before SPM year cuz i hope that i really got what
i wishes for...
it's a secret...
overall,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE!!!!!!
how exciting....
yeah right....
=(
naaah...
i just hope this year's birthday will be a perfect
before SPM year cuz i hope that i really got what
i wishes for...
it's a secret...
overall,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE!!!!!!
Reka Cipta
it's a subject that i take this year....
and i need some help...
wonder if i could make a suit that is almost the same...
as G.I.JOE but.... without Kevlar.... the theme that i choose
is safety caution...
actually this idea came to me before i watch G.I.JOE
and a bit idea from the paintball suit...
without minute of thinking....
my mind just pop out something...
and my spirit become stronger....
to actually create this safety suit this coming port-folio...
this project requires mind power and capital...
this suit will be made using nano-holes jersey materials,
some padding materials and also face mask...
in paintball the use jersey materials which has nano-holes a size of
drop of liquid....
padding that helps to protect scratch marks or bruisers on the body...
and the face masks..
it will be remake from the original ones'...
the model sketches of this suit will be updated on the blog update..
that is all....
Bj
and i need some help...
wonder if i could make a suit that is almost the same...
as G.I.JOE but.... without Kevlar.... the theme that i choose
is safety caution...
actually this idea came to me before i watch G.I.JOE
and a bit idea from the paintball suit...
without minute of thinking....
my mind just pop out something...
and my spirit become stronger....
to actually create this safety suit this coming port-folio...
this project requires mind power and capital...
this suit will be made using nano-holes jersey materials,
some padding materials and also face mask...
in paintball the use jersey materials which has nano-holes a size of
drop of liquid....
padding that helps to protect scratch marks or bruisers on the body...
and the face masks..
it will be remake from the original ones'...
the model sketches of this suit will be updated on the blog update..
that is all....
Bj
Friday, July 17, 2009
my life today...
it's just it...
life goes on
and i'm still playing around...
with a broken heart and a geeky mind...
if you see me walking, talking or shouting like shit,
that's not really me...
that's the crazy me..
the real me will revile me-self
some time, looking on the consequence...
i'm lack of sleep because of the fucking mosquito...
i'm lazy cleaning my room that obviously gonna be messy again...
i'm rather drawing or watch transformers stop motion movie than doing my home work...
i'm sick of people mucking me, make fun of me and ditching me;
i'm lack of work-out lately...
i'm tired after working for the youngxxterz enterpise...
i'm getting bored in class accept english, RC, science and additional science...
i'm lonely...
and lastly,
i'm a GEEK---Bj
the end...!!!
life goes on
and i'm still playing around...
with a broken heart and a geeky mind...
if you see me walking, talking or shouting like shit,
that's not really me...
that's the crazy me..
the real me will revile me-self
some time, looking on the consequence...
i'm lack of sleep because of the fucking mosquito...
i'm lazy cleaning my room that obviously gonna be messy again...
i'm rather drawing or watch transformers stop motion movie than doing my home work...
i'm sick of people mucking me, make fun of me and ditching me;
i'm lack of work-out lately...
i'm tired after working for the youngxxterz enterpise...
i'm getting bored in class accept english, RC, science and additional science...
i'm lonely...
and lastly,
i'm a GEEK---Bj
the end...!!!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
SCHOOL IS AROUND THE CORNER
o man...
school day is near...
and i haven meet up with some friends during the holidays..
4 day to go...
and bye bye summer holiday...
(actually it is always summer in Malaysia)
OMG...
i really miss my friends here...
i miss:
-lily
-qis
-ama
-emy
-the twin
-raihan
-ika
-tipah
-dek dah
-nadirah
-bella
-nik
-wan
-yana
-rini
-anisha
-rasyidah
-tyra tan
-eleena
-mira y
-fafa
-marina
-yaya BBS
-dina
-fateen
-aisyah
-syakira
-sara
-ida
-anis
-fatiha
-adlin
-fatin
and that's all the name that i thought of...
and i miss my older friends,
my best friend,
my international friends..
my cousins in selangor, perak, negeri sembilan and johor....
and also the people that play extreme sports and other activities...
holidays gonna end....
on the 14th of June 2009
a but I'm gonna the two day of on school day...
1st on the next week's Monday...
and 2nd week's Monday too....
cause my tooth is gonna pull out because of the braces process...
on 7th of July 2009,
i'm gonna wear braces...
at the government dentist...
only RM700...
that is all...
Bj
school day is near...
and i haven meet up with some friends during the holidays..
4 day to go...
and bye bye summer holiday...
(actually it is always summer in Malaysia)
OMG...
i really miss my friends here...
i miss:
-lily
-qis
-ama
-emy
-the twin
-raihan
-ika
-tipah
-dek dah
-nadirah
-bella
-nik
-wan
-yana
-rini
-anisha
-rasyidah
-tyra tan
-eleena
-mira y
-fafa
-marina
-yaya BBS
-dina
-fateen
-aisyah
-syakira
-sara
-ida
-anis
-fatiha
-adlin
-fatin
and that's all the name that i thought of...
and i miss my older friends,
my best friend,
my international friends..
my cousins in selangor, perak, negeri sembilan and johor....
and also the people that play extreme sports and other activities...
holidays gonna end....
on the 14th of June 2009
a but I'm gonna the two day of on school day...
1st on the next week's Monday...
and 2nd week's Monday too....
cause my tooth is gonna pull out because of the braces process...
on 7th of July 2009,
i'm gonna wear braces...
at the government dentist...
only RM700...
that is all...
Bj
Monday, June 1, 2009
My Life April-June
it started on April
where the sun shine
and i woke up late for the EYE trip....
now i'm lack of sleep
always sick...
memory lost
always being an island in school
then some friends shouted my name in the middle of no where...
calling my name
friends that won't left another friend behind
some friends that do care about other friend
but not me
i'm some times shout at some friends without a reason,
scold them,
calling them names that are not nice to hear,
underestimate them,
until one it made me feel bad...
i cried
thinking of what i'ed did
blaming my self that i'm a bad guy...
not the good guy....
instate of being the joker rather than the batman...
then May came in....
with out a blink of an eye..
the day passing...
work are loaded
lots of them...
brain got head ache because of to much work...
makes feel sick...
then exams were near...
that i'm really felt sick....
1st week of exam: sick
2cd week of exam: feeling better a bit
3rd week of exam: in a pink of health
29th: ALONOI gathering
where past Malaysian's exchange student gather 18 years i guest
gather to meet old badge and new-comers to have dinner
conversation, slide show, karaoke, dancing &"poco-poco";
that night was the best day of my life...
i've met this girl that is the same form as me...
we had a great talk , dancing together, she sings and i dances;
i had a great time there at the gathering...
i hope they'll held the gathering again...
and 30th is holiday...
but still have to work...
helping dad at the orchard...
looking at result of the durian tree
removing tiles from the car into the shade..
fuhh!!
hard work...
and that's the end of
where the sun shine
and i woke up late for the EYE trip....
now i'm lack of sleep
always sick...
memory lost
always being an island in school
then some friends shouted my name in the middle of no where...
calling my name
friends that won't left another friend behind
some friends that do care about other friend
but not me
i'm some times shout at some friends without a reason,
scold them,
calling them names that are not nice to hear,
underestimate them,
until one it made me feel bad...
i cried
thinking of what i'ed did
blaming my self that i'm a bad guy...
not the good guy....
instate of being the joker rather than the batman...
then May came in....
with out a blink of an eye..
the day passing...
work are loaded
lots of them...
brain got head ache because of to much work...
makes feel sick...
then exams were near...
that i'm really felt sick....
1st week of exam: sick
2cd week of exam: feeling better a bit
3rd week of exam: in a pink of health
29th: ALONOI gathering
where past Malaysian's exchange student gather 18 years i guest
gather to meet old badge and new-comers to have dinner
conversation, slide show, karaoke, dancing &"poco-poco";
that night was the best day of my life...
i've met this girl that is the same form as me...
we had a great talk , dancing together, she sings and i dances;
i had a great time there at the gathering...
i hope they'll held the gathering again...
and 30th is holiday...
but still have to work...
helping dad at the orchard...
looking at result of the durian tree
removing tiles from the car into the shade..
fuhh!!
hard work...
and that's the end of
Friday, May 8, 2009
I can't stop thinking about her...
i you'll know what am i going to tell you..
please stop me...
OK. first of all....
i'm a GEEK..
who fall in love with this girl...
because of she being herself...
i don't know...
people say she's not pretty...
they r wrong actually...
this girl is actually is nice..
this girl is also cute in her own way..
sometimes she'll explode if people do bad stuff to her...
that's what i like about her..
second of all,
she does like to be force...
just like i did
back in those days...
actually i really feel bad about it..
sorry..
third of all,
she love to bully people if she don't know what to do..
and sometimes sleeps in class when she feel tired or even does not have the to follow the class
just like me...
u'll know what i mean...
fourthly,
she sometimes go serious if she thinks something is wrong..
but me,
people always correct my math mistake..
but that does not matter..
the thing is..
i really can't forget about her..
seriously..
if i was given a chance....
how to use that chance??
if i was given the power,
what will the future be.?
that's not the point here...
to be friends with is easy...
to have her is hard...
to forget about her is also hard...
is you'll out there...
if you'll can really understand me...
you would knew that i'm really a toy or a robot that is program
to follow order,
do it's own stuff that what had bee program..
the dummy emir who can't really been stupidfied...
the GEEK that's nuts about this girl...
stop me if i do wrong or bad things to make me feel worse...
HELP ME!!!!!
please stop me...
OK. first of all....
i'm a GEEK..
who fall in love with this girl...
because of she being herself...
i don't know...
people say she's not pretty...
they r wrong actually...
this girl is actually is nice..
this girl is also cute in her own way..
sometimes she'll explode if people do bad stuff to her...
that's what i like about her..
second of all,
she does like to be force...
just like i did
back in those days...
actually i really feel bad about it..
sorry..
third of all,
she love to bully people if she don't know what to do..
and sometimes sleeps in class when she feel tired or even does not have the to follow the class
just like me...
u'll know what i mean...
fourthly,
she sometimes go serious if she thinks something is wrong..
but me,
people always correct my math mistake..
but that does not matter..
the thing is..
i really can't forget about her..
seriously..
if i was given a chance....
how to use that chance??
if i was given the power,
what will the future be.?
that's not the point here...
to be friends with is easy...
to have her is hard...
to forget about her is also hard...
is you'll out there...
if you'll can really understand me...
you would knew that i'm really a toy or a robot that is program
to follow order,
do it's own stuff that what had bee program..
the dummy emir who can't really been stupidfied...
the GEEK that's nuts about this girl...
stop me if i do wrong or bad things to make me feel worse...
HELP ME!!!!!
Monday, April 27, 2009
AM I ANOYED???
why do some people said like that???
its kinda hursh when someone said like that...
as i said before...
i am a :
-bad joker
-forcer
-self silent
-ugly
-wiredo
-sucker
-dummy
-shit out of you'll
-puppet
-toy
-worthless kid
-untrusted friend
-drop of rain
-rotten branch
-rusted metal
-olb bucket
-slobby face
-nobody
-dirty shoe
-bird brain
-used tissue
and anything that you'll think of me...
please leave me...
if you want...
im a nobody to you'll right..
so what the heck are you'll waitng for...
go !!!
i doon't need you'll
if you'll think that i'm the person who i'ed listed..
i just have one thing to say
GO!!!
GO!!!..:
-where you'll can do your things
-where it is good to forget about me
-where it is best to lose me
-where there is no person that call AEZZADDIN EMIR ARIF is there
-where you'll no other person is sloby as me
if you'll want to use me,
you'll know where to find me...
i'll be in a box where i don't anoys you'll anymore!!!
its kinda hursh when someone said like that...
as i said before...
i am a :
-bad joker
-forcer
-self silent
-ugly
-wiredo
-sucker
-dummy
-shit out of you'll
-puppet
-toy
-worthless kid
-untrusted friend
-drop of rain
-rotten branch
-rusted metal
-olb bucket
-slobby face
-nobody
-dirty shoe
-bird brain
-used tissue
and anything that you'll think of me...
please leave me...
if you want...
im a nobody to you'll right..
so what the heck are you'll waitng for...
go !!!
i doon't need you'll
if you'll think that i'm the person who i'ed listed..
i just have one thing to say
GO!!!
GO!!!..:
-where you'll can do your things
-where it is good to forget about me
-where it is best to lose me
-where there is no person that call AEZZADDIN EMIR ARIF is there
-where you'll no other person is sloby as me
if you'll want to use me,
you'll know where to find me...
i'll be in a box where i don't anoys you'll anymore!!!
Sunday, April 19, 2009
THE WORKLESS TOY...
hey guys and girl out there
i would like to dedicate this song
to every friend i have....
if you'll can sing it...
tell what you'll feel...
"-walking on lonely road...
with no-one around,
no-one to company you.
its like your in a box
that's in a shop..
oh...oh...
then suddenly,
your were bought
by a person
that wanted to play with you for a moment...
and until you become rack and old....
chorus
your like a toy to them,
why?
do not ask!
your like a toy to them,
why?
please don't ask.
why did I say like that??
because they play with you when they want to...
but they will keep or trow you away
if they don't prefer you anymore....
dada..dadada....dada..dada, da!!
-I just a guy
with no style
walking on the lonely round
with no-one beside me...
until one day
I'd been a company
by a person
who share some similarities with for a moment
then she get bored
and leave me by myself
oh, oh, oh.......!!!!!!!
I'm like a toy to her,
why?
do not ask!
I'm like a toy to her,
why?
please don't ask.
why did I say like that??
because she share with me when she want to...
but she will go or ignore me....oh
if she does not prefer me anymore....
ohohoh, ohohoh.........uwoh, oh, oh, ohoh...
-now
I'm sitting on a scrap metal bentch...
waiting for a mericle to come
but it's gonna be awhile
oh, oh, oooooooooooooooooooh!!
I'm like a toy to them,
why?
do not ask!
Oh! I'm like a toy to them,
why?
please don't ask.
why did I say like that??
because they will play with me when they want to...
but they will keep,
or trow you awaaaay.....
if they don't prefer me anymore....
yeah, yeah!!!
if they don't prefer me any
-mooore................ "
that is all...
i would like to dedicate this song
to every friend i have....
if you'll can sing it...
tell what you'll feel...
"-walking on lonely road...
with no-one around,
no-one to company you.
its like your in a box
that's in a shop..
oh...oh...
then suddenly,
your were bought
by a person
that wanted to play with you for a moment...
and until you become rack and old....
chorus
your like a toy to them,
why?
do not ask!
your like a toy to them,
why?
please don't ask.
why did I say like that??
because they play with you when they want to...
but they will keep or trow you away
if they don't prefer you anymore....
dada..dadada....dada..dada, da!!
-I just a guy
with no style
walking on the lonely round
with no-one beside me...
until one day
I'd been a company
by a person
who share some similarities with for a moment
then she get bored
and leave me by myself
oh, oh, oh.......!!!!!!!
I'm like a toy to her,
why?
do not ask!
I'm like a toy to her,
why?
please don't ask.
why did I say like that??
because she share with me when she want to...
but she will go or ignore me....oh
if she does not prefer me anymore....
ohohoh, ohohoh.........uwoh, oh, oh, ohoh...
-now
I'm sitting on a scrap metal bentch...
waiting for a mericle to come
but it's gonna be awhile
oh, oh, oooooooooooooooooooh!!
I'm like a toy to them,
why?
do not ask!
Oh! I'm like a toy to them,
why?
please don't ask.
why did I say like that??
because they will play with me when they want to...
but they will keep,
or trow you awaaaay.....
if they don't prefer me anymore....
yeah, yeah!!!
if they don't prefer me any
-mooore................ "
that is all...
Friday, April 17, 2009
Kesepian/Lonelyness
kini berdiri ku keseorangan
tiada seorang di sekeliling ku
sepi bak rumah yang usang
sunyi tanpa penghuni.
langkah ku pantas
tapi gerakkan hati ku perlahan
seperti masa yang laju
tetapi emasnya berat.
akal ku tidak boleh melupakan dia
yang tidak menunjuk kecantikannya di luar
tetapi di dalamnya teserlah
bak cahaya tersinar cerah....
english time!!!!
i'm like a toy....
a thing that can be play with...
play3x all day....
until it had broken..
and can't be played anymore...
i'm also like the bicycle in her house....
a thing that can be paddle anywhere...
paddle3x it everyday..
until it is rusted and rotten...
til it become a peace of scrap metal..
that can't be paddle anymore..
i'm like a shelter be hide her house..
the place where she us to hang on to...
until she grow up and always with technology and stuff..
and let me become rotten ...
until no-one wants to hang out to...
conclusion is....
if someone wants a person....
one of them must know their behavier...
whatever....
but just accept who they are and try to change them the way you want them to be.....
i'm sure that the person you change,
is the one who you really want....
tiada seorang di sekeliling ku
sepi bak rumah yang usang
sunyi tanpa penghuni.
langkah ku pantas
tapi gerakkan hati ku perlahan
seperti masa yang laju
tetapi emasnya berat.
akal ku tidak boleh melupakan dia
yang tidak menunjuk kecantikannya di luar
tetapi di dalamnya teserlah
bak cahaya tersinar cerah....
english time!!!!
i'm like a toy....
a thing that can be play with...
play3x all day....
until it had broken..
and can't be played anymore...
i'm also like the bicycle in her house....
a thing that can be paddle anywhere...
paddle3x it everyday..
until it is rusted and rotten...
til it become a peace of scrap metal..
that can't be paddle anymore..
i'm like a shelter be hide her house..
the place where she us to hang on to...
until she grow up and always with technology and stuff..
and let me become rotten ...
until no-one wants to hang out to...
conclusion is....
if someone wants a person....
one of them must know their behavier...
whatever....
but just accept who they are and try to change them the way you want them to be.....
i'm sure that the person you change,
is the one who you really want....
Thursday, April 16, 2009
F1 IN SCHOOL
at last...
my team had finished the proposal...
thank GOD we finish it before the dead line...
fuh...
the most unforgettable thing is...
we finish it without the present of our teacher...
cause she was in PORT DICKSON...
entering a meeting...
my team and i thank her for supporting us from the back...
tangki kayu....
(thank you)
teacher....
now,
we just wait and pray that hope we get to enter the challenge.
you guys out there...
do pray for us on getting in this challenge...
we would do the same thing for you'll...
OK than...
ta, ta...
=j
my team had finished the proposal...
thank GOD we finish it before the dead line...
fuh...
the most unforgettable thing is...
we finish it without the present of our teacher...
cause she was in PORT DICKSON...
entering a meeting...
my team and i thank her for supporting us from the back...
tangki kayu....
(thank you)
teacher....
now,
we just wait and pray that hope we get to enter the challenge.
you guys out there...
do pray for us on getting in this challenge...
we would do the same thing for you'll...
OK than...
ta, ta...
=j
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
F1 IN SCHOOL
wey guys and girls...
i'm here to tell u'll
that i'm entering this F1 in school
but it kind late...
the biz plan have submit on 15/04/2009
that is next wednesday
darn!!!!
me and my team r not blaming our self
cause the news that we'd get
is really late.....
but,
as the team manager..
i manage to finish some of the deposit
its not money...
i mean
the portfolio that they request...
my team mates done the research and all..
i'd also help doing the sketches that the team needs....
with gods will....
i think my team project will win this year race....
i'm here to tell u'll
that i'm entering this F1 in school
but it kind late...
the biz plan have submit on 15/04/2009
that is next wednesday
darn!!!!
me and my team r not blaming our self
cause the news that we'd get
is really late.....
but,
as the team manager..
i manage to finish some of the deposit
its not money...
i mean
the portfolio that they request...
my team mates done the research and all..
i'd also help doing the sketches that the team needs....
with gods will....
i think my team project will win this year race....
Monday, April 6, 2009
a hard day
6 APRIL 2009
wake up late at 7a.m sharp
kelam-kabut prepare to school
walking like rocky
the rock which won the snail race
in spongebob squarepants...
nah,
just kidding...
arrived at 7.30 sharp
in a quick move...
getting in the hall
for assembly
after that,
went back to class
and do the daily chores
suddenly, a teacher came in and invited our class student to an interview...
only to those who want to get in this EXXOMOBIL YOUNG ENTERPENOUR
i guest..???
so i went to the interview after school,
i was nervous at first,
but i manage to speak some ideas
dang!!
the question was really random...
i took some time to figured some sentance
but i think i did great....
and i also hope that i get in to this EYE PROGRAM.
=j
wake up late at 7a.m sharp
kelam-kabut prepare to school
walking like rocky
the rock which won the snail race
in spongebob squarepants...
nah,
just kidding...
arrived at 7.30 sharp
in a quick move...
getting in the hall
for assembly
after that,
went back to class
and do the daily chores
suddenly, a teacher came in and invited our class student to an interview...
only to those who want to get in this EXXOMOBIL YOUNG ENTERPENOUR
i guest..???
so i went to the interview after school,
i was nervous at first,
but i manage to speak some ideas
dang!!
the question was really random...
i took some time to figured some sentance
but i think i did great....
and i also hope that i get in to this EYE PROGRAM.
=j
Saturday, April 4, 2009
i'm not OK
why do i said that???
that's because i'm really not OK....
seriously...
i'm not....
reason why i said that i'm not OK
it's cause my mind keep on telling weird stuff..
and i don't know why
if u guys can guest..
please tell what...
some people said that i'm not OK....
they said i'm a wecko...
a monkey
a sucker
a dork
a dummy
a geek
maybe;
so that's me
and that's the last of my updates
tata...
that's because i'm really not OK....
seriously...
i'm not....
reason why i said that i'm not OK
it's cause my mind keep on telling weird stuff..
and i don't know why
if u guys can guest..
please tell what...
some people said that i'm not OK....
they said i'm a wecko...
a monkey
a sucker
a dork
a dummy
a geek
maybe;
so that's me
and that's the last of my updates
tata...
Sunday, March 29, 2009
jumpa kawan lama...
peh!!!
tak sangka r aku dapat bertemu ngan member lama....
nama dia
Amirul Haslan....
kawan sejak darjah 1 tuh....
mana lah tak rapat.....
tapi terpisah lak lepas UPSR....
camna boleh jumpa balik???
mana lagi....
aku gi menyebukkan diri gi HILL CREST....
tengok budak2x lawan kawad...
bila aku duk shok usha bebudak MELAWATI....
perempuan la apa lagi.....
(sorry ajak gurau)
pusing je kepala....
nampak dia....
dia ni blur
no afence.....
memang pon....
aku tegur je....
dia blur lak tiba2x...
3 minit kemudian dia
ingat balik...
apa dah.....
tulah kalau berkawan....
kalo terpisah...
jangan lupa kawan lak....
itu je lah aku kata.....
jangan marah r.....
aku gurau je...
kalo tak paham lagi.....
baca lah blog aku
yang bertajuk FRIEND.....
O.K.
chow!!!!
tak sangka r aku dapat bertemu ngan member lama....
nama dia
Amirul Haslan....
kawan sejak darjah 1 tuh....
mana lah tak rapat.....
tapi terpisah lak lepas UPSR....
camna boleh jumpa balik???
mana lagi....
aku gi menyebukkan diri gi HILL CREST....
tengok budak2x lawan kawad...
bila aku duk shok usha bebudak MELAWATI....
perempuan la apa lagi.....
(sorry ajak gurau)
pusing je kepala....
nampak dia....
dia ni blur
no afence.....
memang pon....
aku tegur je....
dia blur lak tiba2x...
3 minit kemudian dia
ingat balik...
apa dah.....
tulah kalau berkawan....
kalo terpisah...
jangan lupa kawan lak....
itu je lah aku kata.....
jangan marah r.....
aku gurau je...
kalo tak paham lagi.....
baca lah blog aku
yang bertajuk FRIEND.....
O.K.
chow!!!!
Saturday, March 28, 2009
SOALAN YANG LAMA....
apa nama saya?
siapa saya?
saya di mana?
awak siapa?
bila saya kenal ko?
awak dan saya sekolah kat mana???
siapa mereka???
apa nama sekolah ini???
awak dan saya dalam tingkatan mana?
siapa guru saya???
siapa kawan saya dalam kelas ni???
awak kawan saya ke??
berapa mata pelajaran kita ambil???
sudah berapa bab kita belajar??
bila periksa??
apa yang saya dapat??
berapa
A?
B?
C?
D?
E?
F?
G?
cemerlang ke saya??
gagal ke saya??
..........................
.....................
..............
............
........
...
.
.....= j
kalau kowang nak jawap...
jawap kat comment....
jawap ikut logik tau...
[.V]
siapa saya?
saya di mana?
awak siapa?
bila saya kenal ko?
awak dan saya sekolah kat mana???
siapa mereka???
apa nama sekolah ini???
awak dan saya dalam tingkatan mana?
siapa guru saya???
siapa kawan saya dalam kelas ni???
awak kawan saya ke??
berapa mata pelajaran kita ambil???
sudah berapa bab kita belajar??
bila periksa??
apa yang saya dapat??
berapa
A?
B?
C?
D?
E?
F?
G?
cemerlang ke saya??
gagal ke saya??
..........................
.....................
..............
............
........
...
.
.....= j
kalau kowang nak jawap...
jawap kat comment....
jawap ikut logik tau...
[.V]
PERTANDINGAN KAWAD KAKI PERINGKAT ANTARA SEKOLAH
salam readers'
hari ini emir gi menyebuk ikut scout....
diowg kawad....
emir ambik pengalaman je....
boleh tahan lah platoon D.E....
kawad tadi...
gempak lah gak....
tapi ada slek tersilap...
xpe...
tershashul sikit je....
ado owg tuh....
platoon sekolah lain apa kurangnya...
gempak gak r....
nak buat cam mana??
sudah dilatih untuk buat gempak2x....
tahun ini....
sedih sikit lah....
sekolah D.E. takde rezeki......
tapi ada lah juga nombor.....
lelaki no. 8
permpuan no. 6
pemenang tahun ni....
paltoon lelaki:
1st-SMK GOMBAK SETIA
2nd-SMK HILL CREST
3rd-SMK AIDIL HIGHT
platoon perempuan:
1st-SMK HILL CREST
2nd-SMK MELAWATI
3rd-SMK GOMBAK SETIA
itulah kesudahannya....
takpe....
D.E. 1st hantar pon....
buakn rezeki.....
kemahiran masih ada....
cuma mantapkan je....
INSYA-ALLAH...
tahun depan...
adalah rezeki.....
amin....
ok r...
itu je ...
tata......
hari ini emir gi menyebuk ikut scout....
diowg kawad....
emir ambik pengalaman je....
boleh tahan lah platoon D.E....
kawad tadi...
gempak lah gak....
tapi ada slek tersilap...
xpe...
tershashul sikit je....
ado owg tuh....
platoon sekolah lain apa kurangnya...
gempak gak r....
nak buat cam mana??
sudah dilatih untuk buat gempak2x....
tahun ini....
sedih sikit lah....
sekolah D.E. takde rezeki......
tapi ada lah juga nombor.....
lelaki no. 8
permpuan no. 6
pemenang tahun ni....
paltoon lelaki:
1st-SMK GOMBAK SETIA
2nd-SMK HILL CREST
3rd-SMK AIDIL HIGHT
platoon perempuan:
1st-SMK HILL CREST
2nd-SMK MELAWATI
3rd-SMK GOMBAK SETIA
itulah kesudahannya....
takpe....
D.E. 1st hantar pon....
buakn rezeki.....
kemahiran masih ada....
cuma mantapkan je....
INSYA-ALLAH...
tahun depan...
adalah rezeki.....
amin....
ok r...
itu je ...
tata......
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
fikiran ku....
setiap hari berlalu laju.....
akal ku buntu....
tidak rasa untuk berhenti
memikirkan tentangnya.....
selalu ku berjalan...
hati ku layu....
bak daun yang kering...
jatuh ke bumi...
tiba-tiba wajahnya muncul
seperti air yang datang mencurah....
untuk mensuburku dari kelayuan....
tidak ku sangka bertemu dengan si dia....
yang tidak menonjol kecantikkannya diluar...
tapi ia tertonjol....
bila ku melayannya....
ku sedih satu masa....
selepas cintaku tidak diterima...
oleh seseorang yang ku betul-betul jatuh hati....
ku rebah...
jatuh ke bumi...
seperti chip kentang
yang terjatuh ke tanah...
ku layu di persada bumi....
mengenang perasaan yang terluka...
sambil merennung ke langit....
membayangkan wajah si dia...
setiap hari ku jalan...
tertemu jua...
tapi dia mendiamkan diri...
ku risau dan kecewa...
menlihatnye....
memendam rasa.....
yang ku tidak ketahui...
ini adalah satu dugaan...
buat ku menempuh hidup...
yang ku buat tidak adil bagi
diri ku...
mata ku melihat
kecantikan di luar...
akal ku memikir....
serta meneka...
sifat seseorang...
tidak ku sangka...
sifatnya baik....
menyerlah di dalam...
luarnya biasa saja...
yang negative semua sedikit...
sifat sensetifnya penuh....
tapi tidak semua ku kata...
pabila wajahnya jelma di fikiran ku....
ku lukisnya dalam versi kartoon....
yang miribnya
serupa...
dia adalah seseorang yang happening...
jikalau kita buat dia gembira...
dia akan meletop
jika kita buat masalah...
dia akan bosan....
jika menceritakan perkara yang sama....
dia akan menangis..
jika sesuatu yang menyaiat hati berlaku...
ku hanya anggap begitu....
tidak menyangka buruk....
ku katakan dia...
baik orangnya.....
mujur....
fikiran ku ini tidak menjejas pembelajaran ku....
memikirkannya selalu...
adalah perkara kedua...
ku berharap agar....
wajahnya bersemadi di fikiran ku....
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......TAMAT.......
akal ku buntu....
tidak rasa untuk berhenti
memikirkan tentangnya.....
selalu ku berjalan...
hati ku layu....
bak daun yang kering...
jatuh ke bumi...
tiba-tiba wajahnya muncul
seperti air yang datang mencurah....
untuk mensuburku dari kelayuan....
tidak ku sangka bertemu dengan si dia....
yang tidak menonjol kecantikkannya diluar...
tapi ia tertonjol....
bila ku melayannya....
ku sedih satu masa....
selepas cintaku tidak diterima...
oleh seseorang yang ku betul-betul jatuh hati....
ku rebah...
jatuh ke bumi...
seperti chip kentang
yang terjatuh ke tanah...
ku layu di persada bumi....
mengenang perasaan yang terluka...
sambil merennung ke langit....
membayangkan wajah si dia...
setiap hari ku jalan...
tertemu jua...
tapi dia mendiamkan diri...
ku risau dan kecewa...
menlihatnye....
memendam rasa.....
yang ku tidak ketahui...
ini adalah satu dugaan...
buat ku menempuh hidup...
yang ku buat tidak adil bagi
diri ku...
mata ku melihat
kecantikan di luar...
akal ku memikir....
serta meneka...
sifat seseorang...
tidak ku sangka...
sifatnya baik....
menyerlah di dalam...
luarnya biasa saja...
yang negative semua sedikit...
sifat sensetifnya penuh....
tapi tidak semua ku kata...
pabila wajahnya jelma di fikiran ku....
ku lukisnya dalam versi kartoon....
yang miribnya
serupa...
dia adalah seseorang yang happening...
jikalau kita buat dia gembira...
dia akan meletop
jika kita buat masalah...
dia akan bosan....
jika menceritakan perkara yang sama....
dia akan menangis..
jika sesuatu yang menyaiat hati berlaku...
ku hanya anggap begitu....
tidak menyangka buruk....
ku katakan dia...
baik orangnya.....
mujur....
fikiran ku ini tidak menjejas pembelajaran ku....
memikirkannya selalu...
adalah perkara kedua...
ku berharap agar....
wajahnya bersemadi di fikiran ku....
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......TAMAT.......
Saturday, February 28, 2009
LIFE IN 2009
tahun yang mana some of my best friend
dah kular skolah....
ada yang masuk teknik....
MRSM......
dan lain2x......
sedih gak aku....
[.@_@.]
so well...
thats the end....
so...
to those that gone to teknik and stuff...
study hard....
follow ur dream that can lead u to acivement...
whatever....
so where was i...
a'.....
jaga diri......
and don't let others bullies u....
get up and fight for ur right.....
i just want to tell you'll that i'm really2x sorry
of what i've done or didn't do you'll.....
good luck and do ur best.....
tata!!!!
dah kular skolah....
ada yang masuk teknik....
MRSM......
dan lain2x......
sedih gak aku....
[.@_@.]
so well...
thats the end....
so...
to those that gone to teknik and stuff...
study hard....
follow ur dream that can lead u to acivement...
whatever....
so where was i...
a'.....
jaga diri......
and don't let others bullies u....
get up and fight for ur right.....
i just want to tell you'll that i'm really2x sorry
of what i've done or didn't do you'll.....
good luck and do ur best.....
tata!!!!
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Hari Sukan Ke 14
Hari yang paling menyedihkan seluruh anggota
hari yang mana kesilapan tidak dijangka berlaku...
hari yang mana hati ini rasa kecewa
yang tidak dapat dihilangkan pada bila-bila masa
hari yang disebabkan kesalahan yang tidak dimaafkan
tapi buat apa kita perlu mengenangkan perkara yang telah berlalu
kita tidak perlu sedih kerana kita telah cuba sedaya upaya
bersama-sama berusaha untuk berjaya...
tapi nasib tidak menyebelahi kami...
tapi kami puas hati...
apa yang telah berlalu....
berlalulah ia sebagai kenangan pahit
di ingatan kami...
apa yang telah berlalu juga tidak boleh menghentikan kami
dari terus berusaha untuk memenangi pertandingan yang
bakal mendatang....
akhir kata dari seorang anggota yang tabah dan sabar
untuk meneruskan usaha kami demi
rakyat, negeri dan negara....
p.s. aku masih sedih ni.....
=.(
hari yang mana kesilapan tidak dijangka berlaku...
hari yang mana hati ini rasa kecewa
yang tidak dapat dihilangkan pada bila-bila masa
hari yang disebabkan kesalahan yang tidak dimaafkan
tapi buat apa kita perlu mengenangkan perkara yang telah berlalu
kita tidak perlu sedih kerana kita telah cuba sedaya upaya
bersama-sama berusaha untuk berjaya...
tapi nasib tidak menyebelahi kami...
tapi kami puas hati...
apa yang telah berlalu....
berlalulah ia sebagai kenangan pahit
di ingatan kami...
apa yang telah berlalu juga tidak boleh menghentikan kami
dari terus berusaha untuk memenangi pertandingan yang
bakal mendatang....
akhir kata dari seorang anggota yang tabah dan sabar
untuk meneruskan usaha kami demi
rakyat, negeri dan negara....
p.s. aku masih sedih ni.....
=.(
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Balapan Akhir
hani adalah hari paling sucks me up....
nape???
sebab sir Dalma....
the gila kuasa guy!!!!
sorry kpd and yg membaca....
hari aku x dtg skolah cuz jaga adik aku ,
si Ian tu ha....
demam panas.....
so aku gi lah balapan akhir....
sampai2x....
check name...
tetiba xde....
[@.@]''''????
aik? apahal xde lak....
tanya sir....
die gi bagi alasan bukan2x...
mood joker argh skrang!!!!
rasa cam nak bagi die makan kasut aku lak yang tak berapa mahal ni!!!!
buat aku panas je....
tau lah die cikgu....
aku hormat la gak cikgu...
kalau sampai nama aku dia reject,
apa makna nyer ni????
kalau cikgu pon bagi r gak peluang kat orang yang nak bertanding...
ni x....
duk reject mane yang yang die rasa x berpotensi.....
>={
aku dah geram dah ni....
dah semalam mood aku tak baik....
tetiba kene sound ngan budak darjah 3...
fuck off la budak tu....
tau lah ko anti-polis...
diam jelah....
ni nak sound aku BABI pahal?????
pastu dengan x malu nye aku tunjuk FUCK r kat depan halayak ramai!!!
geram2x...
lepas je balapan akhir....
jumpa Fad...
then ajak Nad
gerak night market....
hehe!!!
kalau kowg yang tengah baca...
tolong redakan aku sebelum aku naik tanduk
hancurkan harta benda skolah yang tercinta!!!!
hehe!!!
>=}
x ah...
gurau je....
but my mood still not good because of SIR DALMA....
the teacher who SUCKS me up!!!
jackass!!!
that's all for today....
chiow!!!
p.s. sori asal perkataan yang agak kasar tadi.....
nape???
sebab sir Dalma....
the gila kuasa guy!!!!
sorry kpd and yg membaca....
hari aku x dtg skolah cuz jaga adik aku ,
si Ian tu ha....
demam panas.....
so aku gi lah balapan akhir....
sampai2x....
check name...
tetiba xde....
[@.@]''''????
aik? apahal xde lak....
tanya sir....
die gi bagi alasan bukan2x...
mood joker argh skrang!!!!
rasa cam nak bagi die makan kasut aku lak yang tak berapa mahal ni!!!!
buat aku panas je....
tau lah die cikgu....
aku hormat la gak cikgu...
kalau sampai nama aku dia reject,
apa makna nyer ni????
kalau cikgu pon bagi r gak peluang kat orang yang nak bertanding...
ni x....
duk reject mane yang yang die rasa x berpotensi.....
>={
aku dah geram dah ni....
dah semalam mood aku tak baik....
tetiba kene sound ngan budak darjah 3...
fuck off la budak tu....
tau lah ko anti-polis...
diam jelah....
ni nak sound aku BABI pahal?????
pastu dengan x malu nye aku tunjuk FUCK r kat depan halayak ramai!!!
geram2x...
lepas je balapan akhir....
jumpa Fad...
then ajak Nad
gerak night market....
hehe!!!
kalau kowg yang tengah baca...
tolong redakan aku sebelum aku naik tanduk
hancurkan harta benda skolah yang tercinta!!!!
hehe!!!
>=}
x ah...
gurau je....
but my mood still not good because of SIR DALMA....
the teacher who SUCKS me up!!!
jackass!!!
that's all for today....
chiow!!!
p.s. sori asal perkataan yang agak kasar tadi.....
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