Friends,
there many kind of characteristic of some friend.
some of them understands you,
some of care for you,
some of them love you,
some of them are loyal to you,
some of them respect you,
share your sadness with you,
but other ditches you when they don't need you.
i want to share with you'll what had experience in my 15years of life.
when i start schooling (going into secondary school),
i don't know how to make new friends,
especially with the girls.
at first i find it quit hard to make friend with them,
then with a help of some friends i make it easy to be friends with the girls.
but not all friends that i made are good friends,
some of them are a bit trouble maker......and some are not.
i found out that some of them are just 50/50 like me
and some of them are kinda make me laugh.
then i make new friends...
some of them are nice
and some of them are not.
i started to make friends when i was form 1(first great)
at first it was hard
can't tell why..
then a few weeks later
it's get easy..
but my fear is that its hard tackle some girls
some of them are kinda want to control me
while others refuse..=(
man..
then i start tackle this girl...
shes' kinda like a tom-boy but its OK with at first
because I've date a lot of them
it makes me happy cause they kinda follow my advice
and they change into a wonderful looking girls...
then i keep on dating and clashing but still friends
until i found the right girl...
her name is a secret...
can't tell...he he...
in addition......
who would want a geek like me....
=(
to bad....
i kinda have this image called
"THE FORCER"
you'll out there know what i mean....
I'm always suddenly without thinking
force a girl to be my G-friend....
that sucks them up cause of my forcing attitude....
like other guys,
the one that be their more than just a friend
have a hard time to make that thing happen....
i tried to be the one (the man) that takes care of them....
but it did not really work to me....
cause of you'll know what i mean.....
so as time goes by...
i always think of how to tackle someone(girls)...
i never thought that i always using the same words.....
but thanks to someone,
i just stop for awhile and continue on my study....
but when i try to tackle her again....
i also didn't realize that i keep on using the same words
i know you'll out there have already a couple...
but don't ever make others feeling sad because of others....
friends do come and go.....
whether they are near and far....
they friendship are still with us where ever we go....
their advise is still use-full whether we like it or not....
but of the friend that gone out of sight....
changes and some don't even remember who their friends are....
until one day,
they realize and remember some faces but forgotten their names...
and until they'll met again....
and will remember who are their old friend....
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for you'll info....
I'm a GEEK & DORK!!!.....
like in the ''SIDNEY WHITE'' movie....
I'm a blur-boy, i collect action figure,
i love to draw anyone and anything that i think is okey to me...
I'm full of imagination...
that i think public would like but they don't like it at all....
=j
sometimes i realize that i kinda waste my life to games.....
drawing....
lacked of:-study
-attention
-focus
-sleep
-thinking
-reading
-sosiollise
-giving
-goodness
-seriousnous
-counting
etc.
love to:-force others
-imagine
-draw
-playing games and action figure...
-make wood & cardboard weapons
-be a joker that's not on the right place
-be a bad joker
-skate
-play paintball, basketball, bowling and others except football...
-to make trouble
want to:-be a good friend
-be priocupiate on study
-be good-looking teenage
-be smart boy
-be a pro:-paintballer
-driver
-engineer
-drawer
-animator
-sword fighter
-trader
-investor
etc.
-be good guy
-be in a good behaveir
-be a good communicator
-be loving husband
-be dealers of I-world
-be brave warrior
up there
is me today and wannabe...
in two years time....
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:(
peace to you'll out there....
I just want to say I'm so so so sorry
for all the things I've done & undo
please forgive me guys...
the thing I've done:
-make others feel bad
-jealousy
-hipocriting
-heart braker
-forcer
-bad joker
-ego
-bad friend in-need is a enemy in-did
-pretender
-not a shame
-yelling
-show off
etc.
keep in touch with you'll again...
ASSALAMMUALAIKUM!!!
p.s. this blog will be expend day after day.....
=j
